Why the blog

I have been doing a lot of thinking about this blog lately. Why do I still have it? It post only the stuff that people want to hear. I never post the bad stuff or how I am feeling. It is always the happy stuff or I am so vague that it could mean almost anything. I know why I do this, so I do not get emails, IM messages, or phone calls asking what is wrong. I keep stuff to myself a lot. Ok before anyone chimes in and says that you should not do that it is bad for you, I know. I have heard that 1000's of times. That is just who I am.

As I am writing this I realized why I started this blog almost 2 years ago. It is my place on the web. I can post links, photos, stories, and anything else I want. I once had a passion to blog and keep the info fresh and exciting. Now I just do not care.

I know this is not the end of this blog. I will not let it just die. I am just venting a little steam. As you can guess things are a little stressful right now and I was hoping this might help a little. It may or may not. Who knows. I will be doing one more post after this one, a vague one just like all the others that are about what is on my mind.